It's hard for me to find love?

You should NEVER go out looking for love because the only thing you'll ever find is disappointment. Dude, you're only 25, you have your whole life ahead of you and a lifetime to find love. As for the statement about Satan following you around I think you're being just a little bit paranoid. Trouble never finds its way into your life, you go looking for it. Just relax and don't be so hard on yourself. If you loosen up and take each day as it comes you'll find someone you LIKE who you could possibly love one day.